Numb

Tears unprovoked. 

My subconscious can tell you all. 

But my forthoughts? 

They are muted - stifled. 

I'd be ruined. 

Wracked with a pain that terrifies-

A loss so great, 

it would leave me beyond the solitude,
Emptiness already palpable. 

So I let the tears fall thoughtlessly. 

I dry my eyes. 

I continue on in a trancelike state. 

I cannot bear anymore.